It's been a while since I've blogged...need to get better at it. :) Anyways, not a whole lot has been going on except for lots of work. Oh, and I got to see my family a couple of weekends ago right around my birthday and that was nice! Too short, but nice for sure. It just made me miss them more, so now I'm looking forward to Christmas (which I'm sure will come up super fast!)
More on my mind... is to learn to not worry. The other night at Inversion (the young adults group at the church I recently started attending) our pastor talked about worrying and how God tells us not to do it. It was the perfect thing for me to hear, because I've been doing a lot of it lately. Especially since the move here to TN. I'm constantly wondering what God's plan is for me here, when I'm going to start school, how I'm gonna get money figured out for school, what kind of job I'm gonna get when or begore school's over, etc. And more than often lately, I'm worrying about finding a husband. It sounds stupid, I know. But many many years of waiting and wondering can take a toll on a girl. I'm ready to find the man that is meant for me. Sometimes I think to myself that being single is the best thing for me right now, but other times (especially when I see my other friends or just other couples in general) I wonder why I don't have it. And it frustrates me, because I've never been that kind of girl that has "boys" on the mind all the time, but recently I can't help but wonder why I've had to wait so long. I think I just need to pray and focus my mind on other things.
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